Fresh start

Ermm... hey people,


I actually have no idea what to do... I created this partly because of a friend who has helped me a lot, so I thought that I would..lets say "repay" her by doing this. I feel that I need a place to express my feelings of sorrow without hurting anyone around me and I ended up here. I cannot seem to forget my past and it really makes me depressed all the time, heartbreak is easily the most painful thing that I have experienced. I just can't seem completely let her go, I know she's better off without me, but every time I think of her it makes me cry. Crying really helps though, its almost as if you are crying the pain away. Alcohol has helped me numb the pain but its better if I drank less... I couldn't sleep after the day we separated, just because of the thoughts of her. I'm sorry for the depressing paragraph, I won't say any more, as the title says, its a fresh start, I really should try to move on... So yeahh, I'm not a guy that says much so I have no idea what to do here, but an intro seems like a good idea, so lets start...


I'm Chinese, Asian parents obviously, I'm a BBC and it seems as though I'm the only one in my school that has a Cantonese speaking family instead of a Mandarin speaking one. I go to a school Mandarin Chinese school where I have met some true friends and I should be doing my IGCSE this year. :)
Errrmmm..
My favourite sport is basketball, I play the piano and electric guitar but I'm not very good at playing them.. I'm 14 and my birthday is on 6th June 1997. I don't really mind what type of music I listen to but these two songs are my favourites: 
Lover's Tears http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gydkNCJK6sw
and
Fairy Tale http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOeFSgQEsMQ
although neither of my favourite songs are by Jay Chou I still think that he is a talented artist and musician and is worth checking out. :) Honestly, sorry guys, I can't think of anything else to write.. Putting a quote up every time I post something seems like a good idea :) so here's the quote for this time:

"Learn from yesterday,

Live for today,

Hope for tomorrow."

Pretty straightforward :) but pretty deep at the same timee.
I'll leave you to find the meaning behind this quote :)
Ciaoo Peopleee ^_^