Memories...

Have you ever tried to forget something but find that it's just lodged inside your brain and that there's no way of forgetting it completely? You may be wondering why I'm asking this but it's because I can't forget about someone I was once close to, but now, it seems as if we're complete strangers.


So, you already know that I met a girl a week ago and I thought that she was really pretty from the moment I saw her. I talked to a friend about it and she kept on telling me to go for the girl if I really like her that much. I thought for a bit at the time and now I'm coming to realise that I do like her a lot, I can't wait until the next time I see her which is in 2 weeks, and right now, the 2 weeks seems like forever. But, the thing is, I'm haunted by my past, I'm just so scared what happened to me last time will happen again, it's like saying that I can already see the end before we've even began.


I know that thinking like this is very wrong, but I can't think of it any other way. The end is always inevitable.


If you take the chorus and the rap parts of this song apart, it kind of shows how it is with me. The chorus being what I feel about the girl and the rapping being what I feel about my past.

I'm trying not to remember but it's difficult, time may help, but it's going to take a while.


Bye