Let's start off from where I remember, 2 weeks ago, on Friday, I went to a CNY(Chinese New Year) party, dressed up all smart in a suit and I didn't really expect money but I got quite a lot :D Also, some guy offered me a job in a law firm and naturally, I said, "Are you kidding me? Of course I'll take it!" :') so yeah, I was pretty happy but then he said that I had to do something for him first. The thing he wanted me to do was to work backstage for a radio station event in Chinatown, just to help out with performances and everything, so I said, "meh, might as well, doesn't sound too bad, I might meet new people as well." and we arranged to meet two days later.
So, I didn't do anything on the Saturday and the thing was on Sunday, so I'll skip straight to Sunday. :) I arranged to meet the guy at 10am in Chinatown but he didn't turn up until 10 30... -_- but I didn't really mind
I left at about 2pm to meet up with my friend at LV and things started to go downhill from there on, I really regretted not staying at the event for another two hours partly because they all got free dinner AND they met Gok Wan T.T and partly because of what I'm about to tell you...
So I got to LV after a long trek cos loads of roads were blocked and the streets were packed with people that I couldn't even move... LV was all right, I played a bit of pool and my friend introduced me to two of his friends who were really safe guys and I was enjoying my time. Then, my friend asked me if I would go to dinner with him and naturally I asked who else was going, he then said that my ex was going as well, I was thinking "no,no,no,no,no" but then I said "yes" for some reason and I soon realised that saying "yes" was the second biggest mistake I've ever made in my life (I'll leave you to think of the BIGGEST mistake I've ever made). So, my ex came down the stairs into LV and I don't know how to explain the feeling I had at the time, I felt happy because I hadn't seen her for ages but I felt sad because....I don't know, it's complicated. I told my friend that I was going out for some fresh air cos I needed some. But then they all decided to follow me and my ex and her friends said that they wanted to get some drinks from Loon Fung, while my friends and I went to get some alcohol. after all that, we met at Maccy Ds.
We walked to troc under to chill for a bit and then we just walked around troc until my friend wanted to drink a little. At that point, we left and went to Trafalgar Square and my ex and her friends were just following us but I sensed that they didn't want to be with us (maybe because of me). They left after five or ten minutes to go to some place and then my friends and I were deciding where to have dinner, in central or in Edgware, since I was the only one who lives close to Edgware, I decided that it was easier for my other friends to go home after dinner if we had it in central.
We walked to Hi Sushi while being a bit tipsy and I found out that my ex was having dinner there with her friends and another guy. I tried not to care, but I just couldn't take my eyes off her.. them. She was happier, much happier, she was feeding him and having fun. I kept drinking more and more just to try and suppress my feelings but it didn't work and I also got more and more drunk. my new friend that my friend introduced me to kept saying that he would help me "bang him up" if I wanted to, but, I'm not a violent guy so I just ignored him. I really wanted to talk to her and her new boyfriend, I just had to tell him not to hurt her, not to break her heart, but my friends stopped me.
The bill was about 60 or 70 pounds and we all just chipped in some money and left for LV. Apparently, I walked into some stranger and just stared at him and just walked on but I don't recall that happening. Being drunk and all that, I walked into LV with my friends and the first person I saw was my ex, I don't even know why cos she was sitting in the corner, but she was just like a magnet that attracted my eyes. My friend and I played a game of pool to take my mind off my ex but it just didn't work.
I don't really remember much after that except being on the tube platform and arriving at home where I started to cry and basically I didn't get any sleep that night (as usual).
So, Monday, school as usual, my friends said that I looked a complete mess but tbh I didn't feel anything.
So, yeah, that was the reason I regretted not staying at the event where I could have had a little fun. Tbh I know why my friends didn't tell me that my ex has a new boyfriend, but they don't know me well enough to know that I'm a guy that prefers the truth even if it hurts me.
Sorry if that was depressing, but I just had to get it out of my head.
Btw I'm not going to do that quote thing any more, sorry if you liked it but I doubt that any of you did.
Ciao
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